June 29, 2010

Find The Space Between Your Thoughts

I once heard it once described that our thoughts are like streams of bubbles in a fish tank. At first it looks as though the bubbles are one continuous, connected stream. But look closely, and you'll see that there is space between each bubble. Our thoughts also appear to be connected. They flow in and out of our mind continuously, one seemingly interwoven with the next. They seem to overlap, and intertwine with each other and fight for our attention. When we spend time observing our thoughts, and note the randomness at which they pass through our mind, we also might notice that there's space between each thought. We might notice that they don't overlap, that one thought ends before another can begin. And that there's a space between the end of one thought and the beginner of another, much like our breath.

The reason I think it's important to try to find the space between our thoughts is because in so doing, we can learn to become less reactionary to our emotions, which arise with thought. We then begin to discriminate better, to discern, to act with intelligence and not impulse. Of course, at times we need our impulses, like the fight or flight reaction that overcomes us when we feel threatened. But those are healthy impulses which serve a purpose. Not to say our thoughts don't serve a purpose, but at times, too much thinking can really create chaos in the mind, which ripples outward. Not good.

I felt like illustrating this concept today, for no other reason than it appeared to me while I was...you might guess it....meditating.

Be Inspired. Mindfully.

"When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bounds. Your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you every dreamed yourself to be."
-Patanjali, the founding father of Yoga

Every time I read this quote, a joyful little chill goes through me. I thank Patanjali for this beautiful wisdom, but experience tells me to be inspired with the awareness of not becoming attached to the inspiration or to the amazing things which may follow such moments. Authentic, genuine inspiration is easily identifiable: you know it when it hits as clearly as you know you're alive and walking the Earth. There's no reasoning with it, no questioning of it, no bargaining, and no denying. And it's rare. So when it happens to you, grab hold of it and just let it take you where it needs to take you. But... be mindful of not becoming attached to the inspiration itself or to the exciting roads it leads you down. Know that the inspiration and the ensuing enthusiasm will almost certainly dwindle or fade completely if we become needy of it or clingy. I think as artists, when we say we suffer from 'artist blocks' or 'writers blocks' what we are actually suffering from is our attachment to our creativity. And on days when creativity takes a hike and doesn't show up for us, we feel let down, betrayed by it even. It was our attachment to it that caused the disappointment.

What do you think of this quote? What do you think of the idea of our attachment to our creativity being the possible source of unhappiness? Can we be mindfully attached? I'm looking forward to your comments!




June 28, 2010

Stubborn Bunny


Looks like stubborn bunny doesn't want to listen (again). Listening is indeed an art form, a science even. Sometimes we're so caught up in preparing what were going to say next that we really don't listen to the other person with whom we are having a conversation. No wonder we sometimes find ourselves in a communication breakdown. Check out this excellent article on being a good listener by Ivan Campazuno titled We Really Need To Learn How To Listen. My favorite insight: "remember to listen with your whole being, or else you will miss the magic." Ivan's site is filled with all kinds of insightful articles about meditation and living with awareness and joy. Excellent stuff! Now if only bunny could listen up too!

June 25, 2010

The Tranquility of Pencil

I don't often work in pencil anymore for finished sketches, but when I do, I'm reminded of how beautiful a medium it is. I get lost in the serenity of each stroke, the wispy sound it makes on the paper, the subtle scent it has. I love the pencil shavings that speckle my desk, and the way my fingers and side of my right hand will get smudged with the stuff. Such a simple tool, seemingly. I love the flexibility of pencil. I can change edges from hard to soft in an instant, or make them disappear completely, giving the eye a place to rest without the viewer realizing what I've done. I feel in control when I'm using pencil, a feeling that has taken years to achieve with watercolor, and I still have a ways to go to meet that goal, if I ever will (and if I don't, so what). I love the grace of pencil, the urgency of pencil, the timelessness of pencil, and it's gentle meditative quality.

I think I will be spending much more time drawing with this seemingly simply tool.

June 24, 2010

My ACEO for the Oil Soaked Critters- SOLD

Donate $10 to The Institute for Marine Mammal Studies or The International Bird Rescue Research Center and get an ACEO! This is an original work of art, not a print. It was hand-drawn by me with pencil and watercolor.


Title: Guardians
Size: 2.5"x3.5" (shown bigger here)
Medium: Pencil and watercolor

I imagine Kelly will be posting it on the blog shortly, but in the meantime, here it is on my blog. If you're interested in purchasing this card, check out the Ripple blog for instructions on how to donate. I will personally mail the card to you once Kelly receives confirmation of your donation. The card will be sent in a protective sleeve, and carefully packaged for a safe arrival! Thank you to Kelly Light for creating this project to help our wildlife suffering from the oil spill.



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Thank you!
-Cynthia

June 21, 2010

A New Illustration, Long Over Due

I sketched this one out about a year ago or so and it's just been calling my name all this time. And I have to say, I'm glad I finished it. If only for the sake of finishing it;) It's watercolor and titled "Do Not Feed The What?"

June 19, 2010

Doing Yoga And Loving It!

Last weekend I took a 3 day workshop with Manju Jois, son of Patthabi Jois. In my opinion, a once in a lifetime experience! We focused on the Primary Series (Ashtanga Yoga) and I can definitely say I learned a lot about how to connect to my breath in each asana and the chanting at the end of class was beautiful. I decided to then sign up for an additional 5 days of Teachers Training with Manju. I learned how to lead a class in sanskrit, something I've never done before. Manju is a wonderful person, no ego, none. He tells great stories and has a gentle humor. I feel so honored to have studied with him! Thank you, Manju!

June 8, 2010

I Heart SCBWI


Yes, I do!